Frustration

I stare at the blank computer screen as if it holds all the answers; I need a miracle as of right now. My thoughts wonder drastically, I'm no longer focused. Suddenly I'm thinking about dinner and... wait focus.. back to work. I turn my head back to the screen, maybe now it will reveal the secrets I've been searching for. Nope.

There is nothing to see, all I am doing is wasting my time and hurting my eyesight. Maybe if I keep searching- even if there is a chance that there is nothing to find- I will discover something, anything. I just need a little bit of anything to keep me going, but apparently that is too much to ask. I’m being fooled by what I always believed to know everything there is, Google has betrayed me.  If the number one search engine can’t help me, than what will?

 I aggressively rake my fingers through my hair and let out a groan of frustration, why couldn't this be any easier? I crave to get this over with, only I haven't a clue how. All of the sudden, everything sounds more appealing than this, cleaning my room might even end up being the highlight of my day. I start to ponder a new technique to get the answers I’m looking for; the one I’m using is worthless. I finally come up with an idea on what to do when my computer retaliates; images begin popping up reading "error". What I thought could hold all the answers, actually holds none.